I *believe* April and I have some thing in common today, I *think* we both have baby Dr. appointments. So April I want updates!! Today I have my much much much looked forward to sonogram. Not the one where I will be able to tell the gender but the one where we more or less pinpoint a due date. And I? Am a bundle of stress and nerves. I will be the first one to tell you that Mommy Brain did it's job in making me forget much of that pregnancy. But I don't remember being this paranoid last time. I mean up in my head I'm sure I'm being paranoid and I keep telling myself that but it isn't helping. I'm full of: OMG Please don't tell me that I am Weeks less pregnant than I think I am. Please don't let me be to much further along than I think. What if THE WORST has happened? - This one is fueled by the fact that the Doppler thing did not pick up a heart beat and we were told it may not but still. Me=Paranoid What if I'm not really pregnant and some thing is just wrong? - Now on this one I"m sure the DR would have called to tell me this by now but still I can't shake that one. I'm worried because so far this pregnancy has been a breeze compared to Gabby's. I mean what with only Hailing the Porcelain Gods three maybe four times total and only due to allergy issues. So seriously I keep telling my self to take a deep breath and be positive. And keep repeating my fertility prayer "Please Please let this be a girl. The thought of a boy terrifies me, they are sooooooooo weird. But if it is a boy it will still get all the love it can stand." So paranoid me is desperately awaiting 4:30 to come. When most if not all of these fears will be put to rest.
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*big hugs* Don't be paranoid (even though my mother says that the paranoid issues shows that you are pregnant :P ).
I am desperately awaiting the information from your doctor. Don't keep me waiting too long......LOL
Love you!!!!