What if I said:
I'm getting married soon I'm ashamed that it will be a Court House JOP deal I don't want anyone there I wont celebrate that anniversary date I wont wear a dress or get dressed up for a Court House JOP I'm pissed it's happening like this I DON'T WANT to get married in August it's a disgusting month in Texas I HATE the way the proposal was done if it was a proposal, I'm still not sure I want to have a bachelorett party I want a dress I want my baby to be my Flower Girl I want my 2 Matrons of honors my Maids of Honors and Bridesmaids I want a ring I want a small honest to goodness wedding and I don't care if it's all home made, I would like that more
******************** That should cover the self pity crap for a while. Anyways.
Manda and I are going to try to get off work early to day to go see ClerksII and go fabric shopping for our sew along projects. Yay coupons from Jo-Ann's!
Saturday we are going out to Mom's old house to continue the work in progress of cleaning and fixing it up for rent/lease/sale. I think I'm also supposed to go with Alex that night to meet his lawyer. Sunday may see the continue of mom's old house but I need to go to the library and return Gabby's movie (she rented Rikki Tikki Tavi (did you know that the "movie" is only a 1/2 hour long?)) |